Welcome to my Blog. I'm a practising member of SGI-UK a lay buddhist organisation practising the Buddhism of Nichiren Daishonin. It is often described as a practise of Active Humanism which I think reflects it perfectly. The basic practise is the chanting of 'Nam Myoho Renge Kyo' on a daily basis and putting the practise into use in our daily lives thereby making this a practical rather than esoteric form of Buddhism. For more information, please follow the Buddhist links on the right of this page


“Prayer is the courage to persevere. It is the struggle to overcome our own weakness and lack of confidence in ourselves. It is the act of impressing in the very depths of our being the conviction that we can change the situation without fail. Prayer is the way to destroy all fear. It is the way to banish sorrow, the way to light a torch of hope. It is the revolution that rewrites the scenario of our destiny... Believe in yourself! Don't sell yourself short! Devaluing yourself is contrary to Buddhism, because it denigrates the Buddha state of being within you.”.
Daisaku Ikeda.

I had a dream/money woes

Ok .. so I know I need to do gongyo and I'm putting it off, but having woken at 4am I can't get my brain motivated at the moment. I suspect my early morning was partly the sound of shagging foxes outside and my sudden realisation of how much debt I have right now (so if anyone has got a few hundred they don't want, there's a paypal button in the right hand column :-) .... I've looked at various solutions, some better than others but all with catches and it looks like the only way to get out of it is to work more and earn more (yeah and I know ... chant more !).


A strange thing happened to me the other night .. I had a dream, something I don't often do, or at least can't remember, but this one was pretty vivid and not unpleasant. In fact .. I was in a soft porn episode of Neighbours (maybe they'll do that to increase thir rating). .. I've probably forgotten some of it but it was Christmas in Ramsay Street (except Ramsay Street was in Nottingham !) and I was chatting to Dylan Timmins who was moaning and moaning about Sky who had dumped him .. I seem to remember not being overly sympathetic. The next thing I remember is that Sky and Harold were getting drunk then Sky was in the town centre in some kind of tutu thing drunk and dancing. Then two gay guys came along and she started dancing with them and one went off in a huff and she then started to give the remaining one a blow job ! .. As if this wasn't weird enough, while she was doing this I was giving her oral .. EXCEPT .. she had some big trousers on ... I mean how weird is that .. The only thing I can figure is that I'd watched a documentary on Jennifer Lopez and was mightily impressed by her ass lol


Anyway .. I watched Neighbours the other day and I wasn't in it :)


Ok .. enough bizarro world and must do gongyo now !!


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